Life With Fecal Body Odor

I feel that I'm not able to share my feelings up towards anyone these days. Well specifically about my suffering from Fecal Body Odor, or TAMU Type 2, OR even Leaking gas. Life has it ups and downs with lefts and rights I feel that I'm stuck in the up and left. I am not improving up but keeps on going left. There is no up yet . There is no happiness in this problem. However, I'm still thankful for what I have, and the people around me.

The feeling of never changing is terrifying. To some people change is terrifying, however to me it is hope. I hope to one day find a cure. I hope to go out without snarls, or un-acceptance. I hope for a day that I can stroll out and be free. I hope I could escape this every load of burden inside me and become human once again. This freedom is difficult to achieve. I for once attempted so many times, and many has failed.

Having this problem is like having a permanent fart perfume stuck to your skin, hair, breathe, and body. It's an inescapable aroma that is over and under your body. You can't do anything about it but just hope that it will magically go away. I've tried diets and products none to be avail towards me.

Its difficult to go out when people around me think I'm  a disgusting human being. Snarling and commenting on how horrible I smell. That it smells so bad it makes them want to barf. Going out is hard, especially when I have family occasions. I feel the need to decline any family meetings due to my insecurities. As I fear of  gassing the place with my poison.

Life is hard they say, I say life is F$%#ing hard. But we just have to live to it day by day. I mean there is a reason why we are brought up in this world, and it is to LIVE.


_not an expert writer.
_ There will be plenty of grammar and spelling mistakes ( Beware grammar Nazis)

Fail

I have Failed!

   I have failed myself once again. I just can't seem to be motivated to do anything these days. I lost the fight with the chocolate pudding yesterday, and didn't dear to finish up the Day 2 food diary. I really need some motivation to pump me up. 

  

  So I have thought of ways that can keep me going, that can keep me motivated. Then I thought of a food diary, and other more ways. 

 I am going to pledge to myself and others out there that I will start the diet officially TODAY!! It will be a one year long journey.

I Michele T, pledge to my heart and others reading that I will not consume any candida triggers. Until, the 5/10/15. 

Day 2

Finally Day 2 Has Come: The Official Start !

09:45 AM: Drank apple cider vinegar diluted with 2 cups of water 

  ~ Went back to sleep ~

12:30 AM: Drank milk of magnesia. I couldn't seem to go for a whole week.. and needed some boost
  1:05 PM: Had a decent BM
01:00 PM: Ate Lettuce salad with smoked salmon on the side. Along with two cups of water
04:04 PM : Had 1 corn tortilla + half an avocado + smoked salmon + some hot sauce

~ To continue ~

My Candida Symptoms

      The Crazy Symptoms I get with Candida

   Currently, I've been getting a lot of crazy symptoms, I guess these are caused by the bacteria Candida. I have back pain, pelvis pain. There is also a hemorrhoid on my booty..... :(. Along with that  severe constipation and floating stool. ( sorry if it grossed you out...) I've also been getting more fatigued lately. There is absolutely no energy in me at all. I basically feel tired all day long, which is a pity because the weather was wonderful last week. Speaking about weather, and heat. Unusual hot flashes comes occasionally before I sleep. Last, but not least, the SMELL!!. The main reason why, I've been needing to use this diet, is to get the smell away from me. 

     This all started in the beginning of Junior year, when I started to become gassy. And long story short, I started to develop hemorrhoids, and then Fecal Body Odor. I guess I should have taken care of my body more at the start of 3rd grade when I was sent to the docs. for constipation and pain. Since birth I've been having problems with constipation. I guess I was born with IBS-C, plus the horrible habit of bad eating habits caused my candida bacteria level to rise sky high. 

Day 1

                                 DAY UNO   !!!

        Today I planned on starting on the Candida diet.... not officially. What do you mean by " Not officially"? Well, I planned on starting today, but I eat meals as a family. As, my family already prepared such an extravaganza meal for us. I can't say no to them and say I will cook something else to eat. It's considered rude in my family. So for lunch I didn't eat healthy, but through out the day I did. I swear I did... Or I attempted to.

      5/12/14

10:45 AM: Wake Up

12:00 PM: Drank Two Cups of water + 1 Tbs of Apple Cider Vinegar

12:10 PM: Ate 1Tbs of Chia seeds mixed with 1Tbs of Hummus in a Corn Tortilla 

01:20 PM: Ate quinoa over stir fry veggies and beef

02:00 PM: Took Chinese Herbal Medicine ( I will link another blog about this later )

05:00 PM: Ate Corn torilla + Almond butter and strawberry jam

05:10 PM: Drank another cup of Apple Cider Vinegar diluted with 2 Cups of water
08:00 PM: Had Brown Rice Spaghetti Noodles, with homemade vegan spaghetti sauce. 1/4 chicken breast pan fried, and homemade vegan colesaw.
09:25 PM: Drank second dose of Chinese Herbal Medicine.

Fiber Content today:
Sugar Content Today: 

   ~ To continue ~

Also, through out the day I will sip on water, since there are so much Fiber!!

The Start !

                                            The Start

I am starting this blog solely for my motivation records. I've been attempting the Candida diet for over a year, but never seemed to be committed to it. The longest time I was in this diet was about 3 weeks and I gave up and went for a cupcake. I wish and hope that this blog will be a motivation for me to keep on my Candida lifestyle to ensure and happy and better lifestyle.

Currently, I have this problem called " Fecal body Odor", where gas is always coming out from my anus, however doctors dismiss my problem. Leading me to find a solution elsewhere. I was devastated at first with anxiety and depression about the way I smelled, and going out was a big " no no'. However, as time passed by I found out the Candida diet. And now I hope this solution will help me in the future.